Tuesday, January 31, 2012 1:02 am

January

listen, ♥January cannot get any worse than it already is.

This is the worse start, to the worse year in my whole entire existence.

Praying for better days and a fabulous February. /crossing fingers

Friday, January 27, 2012 10:51 pm

Family

listen, ♥Finally saw the true colours of the people around me. No one gives a flying fuck at all. They're all just pretending and being around for the sake of doing so.

/Disgusted

I'm beyond pissed, it's incomprehensible. I've never been this angry in such a long time and really, I'm beginning to lose hope in the people that I see and interact with day in and out.

The big fake smiles I present to them, is killing me inside. I feel like a bloody hypocrite, smiling when I'm not the least bit sincere. Screw it.

Online shopping makes me happy, but the decision to either click 'purchase' or to just leave it as it is, is killing me badly. Le sigh~ I wish I was a little richer, so that online shopping wouldn't been such a pain.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012 12:10 am

Broken

listen, ♥What hurts the most, is watching your brothers fight amongst themselves and not be able to do anything to help, or to make them feel better. And for that, I feel like an ultimate failure, especially as a sister.

Trying to pull myself together despite being torn apart inside. Putting on a brave front and a smile, when I'm breaking up on the inside. This feels like death, maybe worse than that.

I wish things were better, I wish 2012 was a little nicer to me. I prayed for a good year, but what I got in return was heartbreaks after heartbreaks, and the undying need to pull myself together or to put on a brave front.

I'm so tired. Life seems so much like a nightmare than it was before.

Crying doesn't solve any problems, so I'll not cry but instead be strong. I can do this for its not the end.

Each time something tries to break me apart, I just have to smile and feel better cause God will provide, he wouldn't give me more than I can carry. /trust

I'll not cry, I'll not cry, I'll not cry!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012 7:27 pm

siblings

listen, ♥

When the siblings are at loggerhead, what am I suppose to do, to make things better?

One's so dominating, another all angry.

Caught inbetween the two, I can hardly breathe despite knowing who's at fault.

The life I lead, the chinese new year I spend. Such a joke.

Sunday, January 22, 2012 5:30 pm

stupid

listen, ♥

Lazy people should never exist. Don't order people around when you're not even making an effort to do anything.

12:37 am

FantasticFour

listen, ♥For a life time, I promise. <3

Wednesday, January 18, 2012 11:26 pm

sigh

listen, ♥

You cannot find someone who is more upset than me.

10:34 am

suspense

listen, ♥I hate suspense. I wish life would treat me better.

Sunday, January 15, 2012 11:48 pm

flu

listen, ♥

Being down with flu at this point in time, ... really sucks. ):

Saturday, January 14, 2012 11:18 pm

inspiration

listen, ♥

I don't know when was the last time I really stared at the board.

The letters, scrolls and amount of encouragement I got from the board when I first made it has returned. ^^ I will be strong, positive and carry on. Life's not a bed of roses and no matter what, I'll survive.

"Stick in the fight when you're hardest hit, its when things go wrong that you musn't quit."

7:51 am

annoyed

listen, ♥

Today's not gonna be a good day.

You know how I hate being disturbed when I'm asleep. Worse when its for a stupid reason. I like how people expect me to not be annoyed and to get back to sleep thereafter. /sarcasminjected

My days cannot get any worse than it already is.

Life, ... I might as well just shut the whole damn world out.

Friday, January 13, 2012 11:03 pm

me

listen, ♥

I get angry for 5 minutes, time out for 2 minutes and I'm all fine.

I like how nonchalant I am towards life.

5:46 pm

fml

listen, ♥

Life sucks when you have fucking insensitive people in your god damn life.

Thursday, January 12, 2012 10:42 am

annoyed

listen, ♥

I don't get why we bother anticipating the doctors when they give us the vibe that they're not bothered.

The reaction we receive is beyond disgusting and I don't know what to do at times. Maybe we should be that nonchalant too. Yet, its someone so dear to us that is going through such a hard time.

Is it even possible to pull through? Sometimes I question.

The profession is not that glorious at all, I'm appalled by the standards set.

Sunday, January 08, 2012 10:31 am

grandpa

listen, ♥

The most heartbreaking thing to see ... is Grandpa crying silently.

Thursday, January 05, 2012 3:29 pm

happy

listen, ♥Finally watched Running Man Episode 75. ^^

Now, I have nothing to do all over again. Le sigh~

Received the most ridiculous call early this afternoon, thank God for Aunty. ♥

I AM BORED ALL OVER AGAIN. ):

Wednesday, January 04, 2012 11:11 pm

lies

listen, ♥They lied when they say Running Man Episode 75 was coming out today.

To make things worse, I think I'm having rashes. /:

5:17 pm

happiness

listen, ♥"Running Man Episode 75 will be released today! Please stay logged-in on our forums and watch out the subbed video on our site!"

Happiness from Facebook! :D

5:10 pm

waiting

listen, ♥Waiting for the moment when they say Running Man Episode 75 Eng Sub UPLOADED ...

1:10 pm

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

listen, ♥I face this screen every damn day, I feel like dying.

Tried reading TIME magazine cause I was that bored, but gave up half way cause I've read it before.

/dying

2:17 am

bored

listen, ♥I need friends that can entertain me at any time of the day and night. Whatsapp and BBM sucked my phone's battery so fast, I wanna bang my head on the wall.

Ahhh, please get me a job soon. ): I'm bored stiff cause I have nothing to do.

Running Man episode 75, HURRY! ): You'll take up about 90 minutes of my life. Le sigh~ I need entertainment!